Well here I sit, my last evening being same old Jer. This time tomorrow I'll the NEW dad. It's been a long time since I've been new anything, sounds strange to me. I know one thing for sure about this whole baby business, my life will change in ways that I could have never imagined. I hear about how I will instantly fall in love will this baby boy that has for the past 40 weeks been just a moving bump on my wife. I cannot grasp this concept at this moment, for me love is a long process that is earned from me, not that very many people attempt to earn it but hopefully you get the point. So somehow I will go from a person who guards my heart fiercely to one who will throw it out their at first sight. I am very excited for this event which in my mind is nothing short of miraculous.
Today is a strange one for me, my past is so completely filled with unexpected life changing events that rocked me to the core, and tested every inch of my faith. It is nice to have a heads up for once that I will need to be strong, supportive, and ready for life to change forever.
These are the last written thoughts from old jer, hopefully new dad will be a better writer and story teller. Sorry for the pain my writing must have caused all of you.
12 Comments:
How does the fish picture go with this post, Jer? Are you just trying to boast about your fishing prowess? :)
And didn't you love ME at first sight? I think you did! Okay, so you didn't. But you WILL love LJL right away, I promise. And so will we!!
We're all praying around here. Call us when you get a minute tomorrow!
By Sarah, at 8/27/2006 11:34 PM
I will have proof of your love for your in-laws by phone calls throughout the day telling us she's fine. That you're holding her hand, cheering her on, telling her she can do it for another 2 minutes which will last into the entire day. When her father gave her to you, it was for moments like this. You stepped into the first place in her life, and that's where you will stand with her tomorrow. She could not be in better hands. PS Dont you even try to convince us you guarded your heart fiercely from her - you were a goner from the word go. Still are and that's part of why we love you so much. Call, call, call and NEVER tell me, her mother, that she's in more pain than I can stand to hear about. Love me enough to lie to me, just a little bit, if necessary. xoxoxo
By Girl Raised in the South, at 8/27/2006 11:43 PM
PS Did you two see all the comments left today on your ultrasound post - all our blogging friends came by to promise they'll be praying tomorrow while Landon is being born. Sweet sweet sentiments - be sure to read them. xoxoxox
By Girl Raised in the South, at 8/27/2006 11:47 PM
Oh my goodness, Jer. You have no idea what you're in for. All the love you've ever felt in your life will be multiplied many times over and wrapped up in a tiny little gift named Landon. Your own flesh and blood. We're talking infinity here. Tenfinity, even. You'll see!
I'm praying for the three of you and the rest of your family as you prepare for your new arrival. God bless!
By Brenda, at 8/28/2006 12:18 AM
Hi Jer and Leslie...stopped by from Bev's site. I've been getting updates from her site regarding the big day tomorrow and I just wanted to let you know I said a pray for y'all tomorrow. It will be a day you'll never forget. And, I promise you will fall in love - if not instantly then within in an hour! :) Many prayers, I can't wait to meet him.
BTW - I LOVE the name Landon - awesome choice!
By Theresa, at 8/28/2006 3:16 AM
You know what hit me first? That you understand that when Landon's born today you'll never again be who you were before. I'm so excited for you and Les. I'd give anything to just see the look on your face when the doctor places your son in your arms for the first time. Don't you love the way that sounds? "Son."
My niece is obviously in very very good hands. Thank you for loving her so much, Jer. And hang in there. This part will be over before you know it, will become an exciting memory and then the fun will really begin! A new baby. God's most special miracle.
xoxoxo
Aunt Barb
By Barb, at 8/28/2006 8:28 AM
Delurking to let you know that you are being prayed for! We wish you the best and cannot wait to read of Landon's quick and safe arrival!
By Anniesue, at 8/28/2006 8:41 AM
Praying all is well & knowing that you will be changed - forever, and what a wonderful thing it will be!
By Tricia, at 8/28/2006 12:39 PM
I'm praying that your day is going smoothly, and that by now you have met that little life-altering bundle of miraculous love. Enjoy your day. Take as many mental pictures as possible. The two of you will share this with each other, and little Landon for years to come. This is the day your names were changed from Leslie and Jeremy to Mom and Dad.
:-)
By Addie, at 8/28/2006 1:23 PM
Your life will indeed change, but only for the better! I'm praying that all goes well with the birth of Landon. I can't wait to see the pictures! ;)
By Overwhelmed!, at 8/28/2006 3:30 PM
What a beautiful post, you big softie:)
You're right-- it all changes in that moment, doesn't it.
E.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g.
Be blessed, and enjoy your new family member. Your son.
By Kelli, at 8/28/2006 10:53 PM
Les and Jer. I am so happy for the three of you. Before you know it Jer, you will have a great fishing buddy. Congratulations! Grandma.
By Judith, at 8/29/2006 1:51 AM
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